What Makes People Desrve this?

It was Monday mooring when this happened my sister and I were just getting up for another day of what we thought would be a normal High school day. After school I got a call from mom she said the same thing that she said on 9-11. She said for my benefit will you please not watch TV we just yes of course mom and listened and cleaned the house when we got home. She all of the sudden calls and says were going out to dinner so I thought nothing about the TV issue any more in till she told us about Virgina tech. no one deserves this no one does. I walk in to my sciences class after lunch and one class simply goes yeah but only four teachers died and I go and say thirty three people die and all you have to say is only four teachers died well thirty three people is the largest masacur that has happened. He says so and all I can say is you do not get it do you.

Why do we get so excited

I just came in from playing in falling snow thats right falling snow. Not only is it the middle of April but it has been six long years since I have seen snow it reminded me about my childhood. My brother said sorry it is even colder in the city philly. to be excat so we cant go I said I have seen snow I am perfectly good it just means you owe me double this summer. His response was ok. So I asked if we could go out to this burger place and then to the mall just to look.

Why Does shopping rock?

Ok so my brother took me to a store called Five Below everything is five bucks or below and I found a 36 dollar bag for five that was awsome so shopping offical rocks.

Well What is Going on in the world?

Well I Have decided that every post well start with a question if possibl. but what is going on today.

Why I Am Posting

I am posting because I feel stuck it is like I can not get out. I am only fourteen and I do not want to return to my house were it feels like everyone wants to mentaly stab in the back. I am bipolar and in less I am on meds i get pissed esily and get about two hour of what every one loves sleep well I am on meds on sunday they made my whole bod shake like i was suger deprived for thrity minutes and then like 45 minutes at the most i end up throwing up all over the parking lot I was so emberssed I am trying tofind the silver lineing these days . Well the only silver lineing I can find is the fact that i get a week away from my sister are are secrtley planing.